God forbid. I'm already feeling sick to my stomach.

I was hurt by a co-worker this morning. I know I get hurt easily but this was awful. He was rude to me and I couldn't understand why. I know I didn't say anything wrong, I can remember all the things we said on the phone. I said to him he didn't need to be rude and well....all went downhill. I thought I was being friendly all the way. When the call ended another co-worker came to me and I asked him whether the other has something wrong with him. He said that this other has had PMS for ever since his closer co-worker came back from mothersleave. I was wondering why he poured it down on me since I had done nothing to him. I was almost in tears. Shit. I'm always almost in tears but this "condition" is definitely making it worse.

[ LUNCH ] I had pork, mushroom sauce and mashed potatoes for lunch. Mashed potatoes are a definite favourite but first time in my life I couldn't shove it in! I was caught by the cook with a funny look "You're never getting mashed potatoes again". God, the shame....

So...today: tears, nausea...what else...am I really pregnant?